7/7/18: Second Half of Life

Den of Positivity, 7 mo PO:

A friend and fitness mentor sent me this podcast, thinking it might resonate with me. It did. David Jack echoes some of the same truths about the “second half of life” that Richard Rohr so beautifully names in his book, Falling Upward. Give it a listen on a commute or from your new Hamster recovery couch.

“There is no one exercise on the face of the earth that everybody has to do to be fit. None. None. Don’t ever feel trapped like that. And you don’t have to do it the way someone else does. *Move*. Move in a way that makes you feel better. Move in a way that doesn’t make you feel more pain that day or two days later, and then you gotta come into the gym, and roll for half an hour, and mob[ilize] for half an hour, and unlock, and dislocate, and arm bar, and all this, just so you can do an exercise..? Holy mackerel! What is your fitness doing to you, man?!

And then, leave some room for grace. Like, look back and go, holy cr*p, there is a force out there that really does and is willing to do good things for me, even when I don’t deserve it. And some of the best things in my life have come from places and times that I could have never planned…And even when I don’t deserve it. And if we can receive that, we can see some of that, and get some peace from some of that, here’s what’s more important: We can start to give that and extend that to others.”

Podcast.

Falling Upward.

5/16/18: Running

5 mo PO. Towards the end of my walk this morning as I came down this straightaway in the track, I suddenly wanted to break into a run – despite my fatigue & aching hams. I burst into tears with the longing. To actually do it at this point would be super dumb, but I’m going to call it progress. I’d written off running from my life. Must be the new sneaks. I texted my friend to tell her and she sent back this meme. So progress, and patience.

4/29/18: You Live, You Learn

“You live you learn, you love you learn
You cry you learn, you lose you learn
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn
You grieve you learn, you choke you learn
You laugh you learn, you choose you learn
You pray you learn, you ask you learn
You live you learn.”

-Alanis Morisette