4/2/20: The Hardest Thing About Losing What You Had

The hardest thing about losing what you had
is that you want it back. 

It's unacceptable, 
like waiting.
You push for return,
and work to right the wrong.

But healing doesn't happen
staring at the hurt, or
pressing on the pain.

Healing comes in the wet wracks 
and full-on sobs.

Healing comes on padded paws
when you sleep,  
or daydream,
relaxed 
and
distracted. 
It's somewhere 
soft and easy, 
on that magic path
of enlightened work.

It isn't where you were.
It isn't where you were.
But it's feathered
with downy soft friends
and soulmates.

4/2/20: The Hardest Thing

The hardest thing about losing what you had
is that you want it back. 

It's unacceptable, 
like waiting.
You push for return,
and work to right the wrong.

But healing doesn't happen
staring at the hurt, or
pressing on the pain.

Healing comes in the wet wracks 
and full-on sobs.

Healing comes on padded paws
when you sleep,  
or daydream,
relaxed 
and
distracted. 
It's somewhere 
soft and easy, 
on that magic path
of enlightened work.

It isn't where you were.
It isn't where you were.
But it's feathered
with downy soft friends
and soulmates.